his lips are like the galaxy's edge
and his kiss the colour of a
constellation falling into place
Sometimes I start to wonder, was it just a lie? if what we had was real, how could you be fine? Cause I'm not fine at all. I remember the day you told me you were leaving, I remember the make up running down your face, and the dreams you left behind, you didn't need them, like every single wish we ever made. I wish that I could wake up with amnesia, and forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you and the memories I never can't scape, cause I'm not fine at all. It hurts to know you're happy and it hurts that you're not mine, it hurts to hear your name when I haven't seen you in so long