I've seen it all and I know better
I've felt the
bitterness and
pain
My soul keeps changing like
the weather
The only
constant is the rain
I know your
black and white intentions
And theres no room for shades of grey
I've
never asked you to conform to me
I only beg for you to
stay
Waiting here tonight
for you to come
But
your love just disappeared
Waiting in the dark for miracles
But
miracles don't happen here
I
still have dreams that were
together
And
I can still taste your skin
Reminders all around
surrounded by your light
I
don't want to die again
I don't deserve to
be discovered
I don't
deserve to know you care
I only want my promised other
Not
someone who isn't there